Mood: Happy and Missing her
Listening To: Beautiful Girls, by Sean Kingston
Oh G, if there is one thing that took alot of work I'd say it's this relationship I've been in for five months now. All the fighting, all the mistrust, all the close break ups can be insane and really hurt the relationship not only between boyfriend or girlfriend but as friends as well. But we've lasted longer than anyone ever thought we would as a long distance relationship, and we've seen each other on January 3rd when no one said we had a chance to be together. I think about half of our relationship we fought or was sad or something that wasn't good, which I thought was bad because my ex-girlfriend and I didnt start fighting until the 5 month mark. But theres one difference that really keeps this relationship alive and its how much I actually feel for her and care for her and vice versa. The thing is about Franchessca is that she actually loves me and I'm not staying with her just to have a girlfriend or just to have someone to say I love you too, which might be why I stayed with my ex, but because I love her as well and I dont want to lose her.
My first Long distance relationship and I feel like that I'm doing better with her than I could with anyone else. I may seem like immature love to everyone else thats reading this but everyone has to start somewhere. And with love in my heart and God up there looking out for me, and us all I believe I can stay strong and wait for her.