Monday, February 23, 2009

What I Grew Up With

Date: February 27
Mood: Content
Listening To: Wings of a Butterfly, by H.I.M

These are some of my Childhood Heroes whether they are cartoon characters or real people but dont joke because these people right here are Beast.

Like this dude right here, he is a G. He's Nightcrawler with the ability to teleport and pssh I think it would be beast to teleport places. Blue skin is an ehh and the three finger and toes thing I guess I could live with because teleporting seems freaken schweet that it wouldnt even matter.

Yes I put up Fox from Super Smash Bros, because that game was the s*** when I was a kid it was just straight up G (remember G means Genius). But for real this dude is beast especially in SSBM he can shoot mad fast and kick like crazy, he's my favorite character in all time. I'm also a beast with Ness, Pikachu and Link so dont get at me at that game because I'm a G at it.

Scooby Doo

Scooby Doo was THE BEST show when I was younger, not even playing I would make sure as a kid that I watched every episode that ever came out around that time. He always got the bad guy with his pal Shaggy who like never gets credit which I think is lame, but they were just a beast duo. So they are another one of my childhood heroes.

Iron Man
Another superhero and he's freaken beast. He has G a** armor and cool shooting missle things and he flys "Can't Touch This". And his name is Tony which is my nickname so I mean c'mon he has to be my hero, same name, cool flying/shooting/kicka** armor. Iron Man is the coolest dude that doesnt have super powers he's just that G, and ironically he is actually a Genius so my term G fits him.

Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
This man right here is my biggest inspiration in my life. For people who dont know him he's the most appreciated and popular Hawaiian idol to be alive, in his singing career. His biggest hit "Over the Rainbow" has been used in countless movies and loved world wide. Unfortunaltly he died about 6-7 years ago, but his love and spirit goes on amongst the world. Israel Kamakawiwo'ole to me is the greatest man alive.
There you go those are my heroes and why I like them.
P.S. I dont like to cuss and I'm trying to cut down on it and thats why I put the *** after the letters.

Friday, February 20, 2009

All the Struggle Wasn't for Nothing Because 5 Months is Here

Date: February 20 (5 months)
Mood: Happy and Missing her
Listening To: Beautiful Girls, by Sean Kingston

Oh G, if there is one thing that took alot of work I'd say it's this relationship I've been in for five months now. All the fighting, all the mistrust, all the close break ups can be insane and really hurt the relationship not only between boyfriend or girlfriend but as friends as well. But we've lasted longer than anyone ever thought we would as a long distance relationship, and we've seen each other on January 3rd when no one said we had a chance to be together. I think about half of our relationship we fought or was sad or something that wasn't good, which I thought was bad because my ex-girlfriend and I didnt start fighting until the 5 month mark. But theres one difference that really keeps this relationship alive and its how much I actually feel for her and care for her and vice versa. The thing is about Franchessca is that she actually loves me and I'm not staying with her just to have a girlfriend or just to have someone to say I love you too, which might be why I stayed with my ex, but because I love her as well and I dont want to lose her. 
My first Long distance relationship and I feel like that I'm doing better with her than I could with anyone else. I may seem like immature love to everyone else thats reading this but everyone has to start somewhere. And with love in my heart and God up there looking out for me, and us all I believe I can stay strong and wait for her.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Life is Better When There is No Worry

Date: February 19
Mood: Insanely tired and feeling better
Listening To: Doomsday, by Atreyu

I had Districts yesterday at Skills USA and our class competed against everyone else basically. Well my team didnt win we won second in our division and maybe 4th or 5th in like overall. But we did our best even though three of my team members didnt do anything so this new kid and I did everything which sucked. But it was fun I met some new people and I guess became a comedian because almost everything I said those two girls laughed and giggled, but they could've been laughing at me I dont know I'm not a mind reader or anything, I'm just me.

And then I got home to a message that pissed me off like I dont know my heart dropped my mind exploded with all these bad thoughts and I'm like "...really?". I didnt know what to do and I thought I had to just end it right then and there because I didnt know who to believe or trust and it hurt. I was pissed now granted I wasn't Hulk status pissed I didnt rip off my shirt, turn green and rampage through the street but I was genuinly mad. But like I always do I find a way to calm down and think. I should've been like go in monk mode and meditate or something but just because I'm Asian and Hawaiian it doesn't mean those skills come natural to me, I had to think hard and relax.  But you know after any hard problem or bad situation there is always the positive feedback of something and tonight was my positive feedback and my calming moment. The moment in the back of your head and your just like "Schweeeeet" or "Ohhh yeaaahhh" something like that a good feeling. Everyone has their problems its just what you do to work them out or what you do to make the best of them. A smart man realizes his problem a smarter man works out a plan to fix it (or all you women out there, not just a guy thing)
Well I'm out for today my teachers giving me some funny look right now, I don't think she trusts me all that much, so I'm out and I love you.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Wandering Around Wondering if I'm Lost or Just Finding a Different Path

Date: February 16
Mood: Tired and Sick
Listening To: Decode, by Paramore

Well I am seriously tired at the moment I've been sick for like the past three days and its getting old pretty fast to tell you the truth. I can't miss school because ATC is actually important in my life so looks like I'm just going to pursue on. If you could see me right now I look like a zombie trying to sit still and type a lecture, well except I look a little bettter than a zombie.
Valentine's Day not really a big thing for me since I dont celebrate it, I'm more of an Anti-Valentine's Day kinda guy. My thing about Valentine's Day is why are you going to spend one day trying to show your chick or dude that you love them and give them something special. If you love that person then you wouldnt just spend one day to give them something nice or to tell them you love them. 
You know what I love, is when I see people date for like three days and there like Oh My G I love him/her so much, and I'm like "You've been dating for like two or three days". Its hilarious really, I mean especially when you just broke up with a boy/girl like a week before that you told them that you love them with all your heart. Your heart must be pretty small if you could love someone so much and break up with them in the next week and fall in love with someone completely different. But if thats how they want to live their lives and have in their relationships then by all means have fun, I like my relationship and I'm not going to just move on to different girls each week or month.

Oh and this is my list of favorite sayings that people just love to steal and use for their own.
First and my personal favorite is: Schweet- Which means FREAKEN AWESOME or thats absolutely amazing
Second favorite is: Oh My G- Which mean Oh Snap or DDDAAANNNGG. The G stands for Genius not gangsta so dont confuse those two. Or it could mean whatever I'm looking at is amazing and I want to watch it again.
I'll bite you- This is just something I say as a reflex when someone does something unexpected around me or towards me. And I'll make a biting action in that direction but usually wont actually bite you unless you move too close and I accidently bite you but I dont have a disease so its all good.
Don't Get At Me- Is usually said when I'm messing around when I'm being insulted I'll be like "Don't Get At Me son I'll fry you" It means don't challenge me or dont try to joke me or I'll beast you.
Oh this has to be one of my top favorites I just remembered: ...Really?- Now I say this so much nowadays because of people that arent very bright. When someone says something stupid that just deserves a schmack I just look at them and I'm like"...Really".  Or when something unexpected happens that totally throws me off like right before I'm about to walk in through an open door and right when I get there it just shuts, yep thats a "...Really" moment.

Well thats what I got for now Everyday is great so live it well. I love you and goodbye for now.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Turning a New Page in Life

Well this is my first post of the new blog to tell you the truth I dont know why I still do this since the only reason why I have this blog is because of my ATC class, but its all good, yes it is.
I used to be one of those guys who didnt really know what he wanted in his life he would say one thing and do another, or think he wanted something but not really want it. But its different now because I changed and I've said that quite a few times but now its official (Oh yeah).
So this is what I am now, I'm a 6'0 ft Junior that is Hawaiian, Japanese and Irish haha because thats how I roll. If you meet me I'm a kinda chill person until I get to know you real well and then the outgoing personality thats been stored inside of me is released kinda like the Hulk ...except I'm less deisel and can't throw a car two miles with one hand but I'm getting there, a few more bench presses and I think I can throw a car a mile haha XD
But if your in the mood to just relax kick back and chill then hey were perfect because my Hawaiian side does just that, chill and sleep. And then I dont know where my athletism comes from because when you bring up sports I'll be there and show my beastness in sports kinda like Ben Rothelisberger except I'm not a fag (haha for all you Steeler fans =P)
I'm a Christian yes I am, I attend Wave Church and I'm on fire for God, and for all the people that may be new that it just means I have a lot of love for God. If you so happen to live in Virginia you should come attend Wave Church its amazingly SCHWEET!

And I love everyone but if you annoy me or piss me off you just might be the exception =]