Friday, June 5, 2009


Date: June 5, 2009
Mood: Tired but Content
Listening To: Since you been gone, by A Day to Remember

I know its been awhile since I have actually posted anything but I'm back to let everyone know that I got certified in ATC. My certification is for Computer Networking Administation so I could not get a job and consider myself a networker. The passing score for the cert test was 554 and my score was a 554 so I just passed and I was like freaking out.
Also I just hit 8 months with my long distance relationship on May 20th and I'm going to see my baby on June 20th our 9 months and I'm Excited and nervous again just like the last time.
But I hope everyone has had a good life since the last time I heard about you guys. Happy Beach Season :)

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Whats Good?

Date: Too long now
Mood: Amazing to be here
Listening To: Whispers in the Dark, Skillet

Man it has been a little bit since the last time I posted a blog so here I am. I've been busy at ATC so didnt have much time to share my thoughts with all these wonderful people. You know I love life, yes I do, very much. And how many heard about the explosion that took place over Hampton Roads, Virginia (where I live)? Well supposedly a part of a russian sattelite was knocked out of orbit and exploded right before crashing down in to Virginia Beach (Even Clolser to Where I Live)! I was told later that if it didnt blow up before it crashed I wouldnt be here right now talking to all you fine people so I'm really happy right now. And just say I love you guys XD because its very true I do.
And thanks to God (which I prayed to) I'm still here, and you may think that I'm just one of them stupid Christians that just believe in God and thinks he's behind everything, and you know what, your right. I am I believe in God that he is my savior so its just something you have to live with. Uhh I still need ideas for this blogger so if you have any share them and I'll listen because thats one of the reasons why I'm no longer on this. Well love you guys and I'm gone, but still ALIVE, YYESS hah.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Amazing Power and Faith of the Lord

Date: March 15, I think its been a long morning
Mood: Grateful and Thankful
Listining To: Awesome God, by Hillsong United and Over the Rainbow, by Isreal Kamakawiwo'ole

This weekend and even this past week has been hard on my friends and I. And I wish i could do more than I can for them, and do more than what I do. My friend's dad passed away in the hospital this past Wendseday and I know he's hurting and I wish I could do more than just say I'm sorry. So I prayed for him, prayed for God to give him the strength to fight through the pain and not crush his life but to make it stronger. I know how it feels to lose someone close to me, I've lost quite a few actually but I remember them as they are and will always have them in my heart. There in a better place and I'll see them again later because that is what I believe in.
Another friend of mine was part of an accident yesterday, his brakes didnt work and he slammed straight into the back of a car. He destroyed the front hood of his car completely, his air bag didnt deploy and when we looked back at the seat of his car and we saw glass shards sticking out of his seat. God was watching out for him on that day, and he knows that and knows that God is out there looking out for all of us. He is safe and not in any harm so I'm glad and thankful that he is safe.

Well thats my religous part of me haha but I believe that is an important part of life. I'm running out of ideas again of a blog, I need to think of something......*serious thinking face*. Ha well I'm sure it will come to me, drop by and hit me up if you have anything. Well love you guys, and I'll pray that we all have a safe passage through life =]

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

The Playlist of My Life

Date: March 13
Listening To: Lollipop, by Framing Hanley

These are the songs that I like that basically describe certain parts of my life. And you guys probably have heard of these songs before and if you haven't give them a listen, because there pretty awesome songs.

Lollipop, by Framing Hanley. Mine as well start with the song that I'm listening to, so this is my favorite song and I listen to it and it kinda describes my party life. Now granted I'm not a player and my girlfriend lives in a whole another state so I'm not asking a girl to lick my "lollipop" or telling a girl that I've never seen an a** like hers, but still parties are parties and we rock out. We do stupid things and jump into pools and run around like morons, those kind of things

I Don't Care, by Apocalpytica. This song is awesome but it does have a portion of my life tied into it. When I was treated wrong by a former "love" of mine it hurt alot and at first I didnt care about what would happen to her, or what she does with her life. But now I've changed and I care about everyone, something that a typical christian would.

Face Down, by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Its an old song it was like my favorite song back in like freshman year, but this song represents me because of how I respect women. I dont think that abusing women makes you look tough or bossing them around makes you look superior, you should treat women with just as much respect as everything else if not more.

Headstrong, by Trapt. This is another old song but its a really great to listen to to get pumped up. And its related to me because I've been in enough fights to know that I'm easily antagonized and will take on anyone that challenges me. But recently the only fights I've been is to protect my friends, so I'm trying to hold back on fighting unless of course my friends need me.

Awesome God, by Hillsong United. The most important song to my life is the song about God. And it represents my on fire attitude for God and how I feel about my religion. If anything all I need is the power of God to be by myside to give me the strength to overcome any problem.

Well for now these are the songs that I can write about that represents my life, I'll keep adding new songs

Monday, March 9, 2009

Daylight Savings

Date: March 9th
Mood: Tired but Schweet
Listening To: I don't Care, by Apocalyptica

Ok so as everyone knows daylight savings time was on Sunday and everyone had to set their clocks ahead one hour, well I never changed mine so it was always an hour off. But I finally had my clock set at the right time yesterday for the first time in six months. But even though I had my time right I still manage to not wake up on time and become late for school. I woke up an hour late and I had to run around jump in my shower, trip out of my shower grab my clothes and my bag and get out the door (with my clothes on though). I strongly dislike daylight savings now and I dont think I'm ever going to change a timezone again.

But other than that life has been great my weekend was G, I had to stop a fight at Wave (my church), some middleschoolers thinks its cool to bring a knife to church and try to fight. So I had to get into the middle of it and stop them. Sunday (the day of the evil time changes) I played guitar hero Worldtour, which I'm a beast at. If you have it I'll play you, because I'm a beast at drumming and singing so I do it at the same time.

I need some ideas about my next post, I'm kinda running out of ideas and I'm kinda to tired to think about it. So if you have an idea just let me know. Alright love you guys and hope everything goes well for everyone.

Monday, February 23, 2009

What I Grew Up With

Date: February 27
Mood: Content
Listening To: Wings of a Butterfly, by H.I.M

These are some of my Childhood Heroes whether they are cartoon characters or real people but dont joke because these people right here are Beast.

Like this dude right here, he is a G. He's Nightcrawler with the ability to teleport and pssh I think it would be beast to teleport places. Blue skin is an ehh and the three finger and toes thing I guess I could live with because teleporting seems freaken schweet that it wouldnt even matter.

Yes I put up Fox from Super Smash Bros, because that game was the s*** when I was a kid it was just straight up G (remember G means Genius). But for real this dude is beast especially in SSBM he can shoot mad fast and kick like crazy, he's my favorite character in all time. I'm also a beast with Ness, Pikachu and Link so dont get at me at that game because I'm a G at it.

Scooby Doo

Scooby Doo was THE BEST show when I was younger, not even playing I would make sure as a kid that I watched every episode that ever came out around that time. He always got the bad guy with his pal Shaggy who like never gets credit which I think is lame, but they were just a beast duo. So they are another one of my childhood heroes.

Iron Man
Another superhero and he's freaken beast. He has G a** armor and cool shooting missle things and he flys "Can't Touch This". And his name is Tony which is my nickname so I mean c'mon he has to be my hero, same name, cool flying/shooting/kicka** armor. Iron Man is the coolest dude that doesnt have super powers he's just that G, and ironically he is actually a Genius so my term G fits him.

Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
This man right here is my biggest inspiration in my life. For people who dont know him he's the most appreciated and popular Hawaiian idol to be alive, in his singing career. His biggest hit "Over the Rainbow" has been used in countless movies and loved world wide. Unfortunaltly he died about 6-7 years ago, but his love and spirit goes on amongst the world. Israel Kamakawiwo'ole to me is the greatest man alive.
There you go those are my heroes and why I like them.
P.S. I dont like to cuss and I'm trying to cut down on it and thats why I put the *** after the letters.

Friday, February 20, 2009

All the Struggle Wasn't for Nothing Because 5 Months is Here

Date: February 20 (5 months)
Mood: Happy and Missing her
Listening To: Beautiful Girls, by Sean Kingston

Oh G, if there is one thing that took alot of work I'd say it's this relationship I've been in for five months now. All the fighting, all the mistrust, all the close break ups can be insane and really hurt the relationship not only between boyfriend or girlfriend but as friends as well. But we've lasted longer than anyone ever thought we would as a long distance relationship, and we've seen each other on January 3rd when no one said we had a chance to be together. I think about half of our relationship we fought or was sad or something that wasn't good, which I thought was bad because my ex-girlfriend and I didnt start fighting until the 5 month mark. But theres one difference that really keeps this relationship alive and its how much I actually feel for her and care for her and vice versa. The thing is about Franchessca is that she actually loves me and I'm not staying with her just to have a girlfriend or just to have someone to say I love you too, which might be why I stayed with my ex, but because I love her as well and I dont want to lose her. 
My first Long distance relationship and I feel like that I'm doing better with her than I could with anyone else. I may seem like immature love to everyone else thats reading this but everyone has to start somewhere. And with love in my heart and God up there looking out for me, and us all I believe I can stay strong and wait for her.